Screwed

Well, I turned 23 now, and things have been so complicated these days.
I thought it gonna work well, as smooth as I can imagine,
but...it doesn't.
23 isn't time to be relax.
I'm freaked out, panic.
Things are not working the way I want it to be.
It's time to be panic because the decision might changes my life forever.

Once, Cristina said to Owen (it probably roaming for you who haven't watch Grey's Anatomy):
"Don't overcomplicate it."

Maybe I should said it more often to myself.